The Stranger I Know

It's been a rough month. But, I am proud to say I have not shed one tear over him. Nor will I.

A good friend of mine just changed her status on Facebook to single. I don't have a relationship status. Never have. One, I'm a private person and don't like to display my life; but the main reason is my family did not approve of my choice in "significant other" and neither did my friends.

And they were right.

I am very upset over the recent turn of events. More angry than upset, which makes it very easy to walk away. Apparently, not only is this guy an asshole, but he's a heartless coward too. How do you steal money from your own mother's cancer benefit and be able to sleep at night?? And he can't lie his way out of this one. It was caught on tape.

That was the cherry on my shit-sundae.

I feel like I've wasted 6 years of my life. My eyes are finally open. It's pretty bad when his own sister said that I deserve better than her brother. And his other siblings agreed with her. Even his mother...

This past month, he has changed so much. I have no idea who he is anymore. And, I have no desire to know, or be with, a person who would do that to his own mother. Twice.

I'm better than that. No more.

Even the good times that I remember, and still had with him up to Friday night, cannot make up for the damage he's done in this last month. He has fucked himself several times over. And his biggest loss??

Our son.

So, go ahead, Damon, get your drugs, have your fun, and steal from your family and what few friends you do have. In the end, you will be alone and no one will give a shit.

You've busted everyone's "give a damn."